Bugs

Cockroaches fly, y'all should know that. I feel like that is a surprise that only people will real interactions with cockroaches get to find. They like to fly out your face. Its crazy how unscared I am until its on your face or a beetle is biting your leg in the dark. The dark hides the bugs and somehow that makes them disappear. Not true. Bugs that don't even fly can always crawl up and get half way up your leg before you notice. Then BAM you are terrified. Total violation of space. Bubble popped.

New Places

When I leave home to meet new people I always expect my relationships to be different, for me to take a different place in social groups. Every time I am reminded that I am me and am me enough that in different places I am the same person. The loud one. And I guess thats ok but it all settles so fast I always have to back track and explain myself. Guess I weed out the lame people that dont think I'm funny